Showing posts with label struggle. Show all posts
Showing posts with label struggle. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 18

Aliyev's very own russian roulette

There is a song called "Let it be" by Labrinth. It goes something like this: 
Baby this is a Russian roulette
And it ain't my gun
Hallelujaj I ain't dead yet
And I'm still going strong
I don't know about tomorrow
But the battle ain't done
In our version of the story, it is our government holding the gun. They control, they spin, they pick, they shoot. There you have it, another sacrifice is made, another rights defender jailed, journalist threatened, voice silenced. 

You have to understand, this is the reality. Its not the flame towers, its not the new trump tower and revolving bar at the top of new hilton hotel. Its none of that. You know what it is?! It is how government shits and vomits on its very own people, and on its very own kind. This is the extent of respect. Because they know they can do it. No matter what. Because the people are silenced. Fear has taken over them while hunger blinded them.
In this reality, some take the shit and the vomit. Some build walls around them to avoid it but only temporarily.

This is the reality! Roulette spins, red or white, odd or even, it doesn't matter, because the government holds the control button and they hold the gun. 

And very few brave ones are ready to step in, and take the bullet. This is the reality of our Azerbaijan. 

There is another line in that song that goes:
I'mma go out fightin'
And leave my scars
I don't know about tomorrow
But I know I got heart
There, that is one thing that keeps the brave ones going I suppose- them knowing they have a heart and keep on fighting. For how long though? When will it all end?

Saturday, March 30

Azerbaijan: Suits, uniforms, body ache

On March 10th, Azerbaijani citizens came together to protest the deaths of military conscripts. Many held the photographs of a deceased young soldier, an 18-year-old conscript Ceyhun Gubadov whose initial death report said the young man died of a heart failure. The young man however was the victim of physical mistreatment. Gubadov wasn’t the first, nor is he the last conscript to lose a life in suspicious, undefined circumstances (most often hazing and abuse), which usually are covered by fake medical reports.  

Police ordered demonstrators to disperse given the rally was unsanctioned. Men in uniforms and plain clothed police however resorted to violence quickly using water cannons, rubber bullets and force in an attempt to scare the protestors. 

The poem below is about my emotions and feelings- what came out as a result of recent events at home. 

"suits and uniforms"

Making up your mind
Waking up to the reality
Slowing down the pace
Of life, of yet another sanity

I’m suffocating
These men in suits and uniforms
They mutilate me
Not physically but mentally
My body aches
From mental wounds
From their insanity

They are killing me
Gradually
They are suffocating me
Slowly
They mutilate me
Reducing living cells
Of my lucidity

I reach the point
In my life
When questioning the “suits” and “uniforms”
Makes no more sense
As they are senseless
They are still
Not physically but mentally
They hurt, they suffocate
Both physically and mentally
They say it’ll pass
But when and how
And will my body, mind and soul
Keep up the fight
The struggle
And find the strength
To see the light and day
When men in suits and uniforms no longer there
To mutilate and suffocate
To let me go
To let us go
To live a life
No longer scared,
No longer hurt

But that’s a dream,
Too far from the reality
And as I wake up
And see reality
My body aches
Not physically but mentally
And once again
I start to lose my sanity

Thursday, March 21

"Freedom fighters"

I wrote this short piece for WEast Magazine in the light of recent events back home. I thought I share it here on my blog as well.

A story of us…

Who are we? Where do we come from? What do we do? The answers to these questions are fairly simple. In some countries these questions would not even be asked. But in the country where I come from, these are very important questions. Sometimes your background and your status are more important than who you truly are in this society. Oh yes, don’t be surprised. It is simply a fact of life in a small country known to the rest of the world as Azerbaijan. We are the young, educated, intelligent, active, engaged citizens of Azerbaijan. We are the 20 something, 30 something, and 40 something citizens who still envisage Azerbaijan to be a better country for its citizens. We all come from Azerbaijan, from the beautiful North, from the colourful South, from the middle, from the top. Some of us saw the collapse of the Soviet Union, some of us remember those days through stories told by our parents. Some of us never saw the Union, and were born after independence. We work, study, try to make our home a place we are proud of. That is all… But then, that would be too simple an explanation in an overly complicated world of politics, dirty games and – what many often underestimate – selfish leaders.

Things are tough here. Being outspoken, having an opinion, being an individual with a set of ideals and knowledge is not something that one can be proud of. These things might cost you a lot, above all- freedom. And this is not just about physical freedom but a freedom of mind.

Recently one such free mind, known to many of us here and friends around the world, was detained unlawfully. He was taken away by plain-clothed men without explanation, right in front of his work place in bright day light. Ruslan Asad didn’t do anything wrong. He rightly used his right to think, to act, and to say what he thinks is right. But that is of no value back home- unless your mind acts in a “certain” way. He was released after a few hours, but there is a chance he will be called back in for further questioning on his workplace- the National Democratic Institute (the director of which allegedly asked Ruslan to resign after March 10th, when Ruslan was detained during peaceful demonstrations against hazing and abuse of conscripts in the Azerbaijani military service. This rally as all the other “unsanctioned” rallies was dispersed by the local police using tear gas, rubber bullets and water cannons), and the relationship between NDI and youth organizations. The interest in the youth organizations is a result of a recent article published by journalist Eynulla Fatullayev holding NDI responsible for investing $2million in what Fatullayev calls a “Facebook Revolution”. Needless to stay, the allegation was dismissed by NDI.

Ruslan wasn’t the only young Azerbaijani detained that day. Rashad Hasanov, another activist and a member of one of the youth organizations- N!DA Citizens’ Movement, was also detained. He remains in custody. According to his lawyer Asabali Mustafayev, the young man is facing charges of possession of illegal weapons. If found guilty Hasanov faces up to 8 years in prison.

Surely these arrests were politically motivated. Prior to protests held on March 10, three other members of N!DA were arrested. According to local police records, Molotov cocktails and drugs were found in their apartments and they were accused of plotting a revolution. A video of the three admitting their “crimes” was aired later in the day though their lawyers and families say this was all staged and the three were forced to confess.

And so, we are the people who are harassed, arrested and detained, simply because someone can do this to us. But despite everything, we are hopeful, I am hopeful that things will change in our homeland. Because we deserve change. I deserve change. Ruslan deserves change. Rashad deserves change. Azerbaijani citizens deserve a better place to think, to write, to share and to live. And one day, our leaders will understand the importance of this necessary change. Because we cannot afford any more generations lamenting the decay in rights, freedoms and morals…

By Jahangir Yusif
By Jahangir Yusf

Wednesday, June 13

Struggle continues

While Mehman Huseynov was released (though the hooliganism charges still stand until investigation is over), Azerbaijani government still remains a repressive regime charging innocent men with hooliganism and drug possession. The struggle must continue and further attempts of arrests on bogus charges must end.

The Eurovision might be over, the spotlight is gone, but the country remains known for its poor human rights record and free press. And while Secretary of State, Hilary Clinton gave a clear sign that democracy in Azerbaijan is not a priority for the US anymore and so have EU officials (well, some of them to say the least, in particular Council of Europe), I am hopeful that Azerbaijan has the potential to change and become the true democracy. Its human rights advocates deserve it. Its journalists deserve it. Its people deserve it.

So the struggle still continues...