Why don't we have a democracy?
Why don't we have freedom of speech and media?
Why don't we have tolerance and respect?
Why are we so desperate?
Why can't we have free and fair elections?
Why can't the ruling party give a chance and not be afraid of anything that might come out of freedom?
Why do we live in constant fear? Why do I have to live in constant fear that I might get arrested, or that my family might get into trouble for being my family?
Why can't we simply be?
Why, why, why...
I was thinking out loud, at some point I caught myself mumbling these things as I walked. A rush of adrenalin took over, as if I was in a public debate. Then, I got quiet, and for a second imagined that all those things I thought of didn't really exist, that everything was simply normal. I didn't want to let go of that thought, but it was time to wake up, it was time to get back to reality...